I am failing dismally at trying to self-educate myself.
My time away from formal education and oscillating self-hatred has lead me to question my intelligence and sanity.
'You’re worried that you’re going to go out of here and mess up your lines or trip on your high heels, but you’re not. You’re going to blow them away, just like you always do. You’re a woman who knows what she wants, and you know how to get it. You’re going to be the most, M, to say the least.'